I've been getting pressure and pressure again from my boss. Well, being a sales person for a golf club is tough especially involving Events Management as well. I'm gonna have 3 events coming up starting 24th Feb 2011. Now, I'm in the office writing this entry while listening to Madonna-You must love me.
Today, many unexpected events has happened to me and made me having a long, deep thought inside my head. In fact, it's still playing. As you know, my mum passed away last year and until now there's no sign of her tomb stone up yet.
When i asked my dad, he said 'No Money'..well, that is what I got from him every time i asked him the question. And the next thing I knew, he bought a new Nikon D90 camera that worth RM3K. Where does the money came from? Government? or my Mum's EPF? I minus off the money that they spend when they went for a holiday in Pangkor. I didn't get the invitation from him. The reason; he brought along his new GF with him. That the biggest reason I can tell you here. I wonder how much they spent in Pangkor with the whole family. I'm so sick of my own dad now. Thank god he doesn't interrupt my life. Amen!!!!
I was browsing my Fridae account this evening and I found that 'V' also has a Fridae account with some half naked pics. I was kindda shock to see his profile there. Those pictures will clearly captured most PLU that seeking sex there. I admit that me too posted my half naked pic in some of my account. But not until that extend. Honestly, I don't know where am I standing in his heart or his eyes. Sometimes, I feel he treated me like a boyfriend instead of 'entertainment' buddy. Yeap..there's no string attached between the two of us, maybe the way he treated me or act has sent me wrong messages. I have misinterpret him. Looking at his half naked pic has clearly open up my mind. Who snapped that pic? Where? When? Why I'm not around? and the photos was taken recently in Feb 2011. I noticed it was in a hotel, and someone that closed must have snapped his pic.A lot of thing keep playing on top of my head. Does he has another sex buddy? or Someone paid him to have sex in a nice hotel room? or just a One Night Stand hook up?
I understand that I can't think too much of these possibilities as I am not attached with him. I guess he too does not wish to be attached.
Regards,
xoxo
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