I am writing this entry in the morning. Clock shows 0023hrs. It mean just passed mid night
I can't sleep. I don't think I can get sweet dream. I'm in my room alone tonight. He's not beside me. Thus, I have all those emotion that made feel awake.
I have to admit, spending the night at his place made me miss him. I wanted to ask him 'THE' question. But, now words slipped out from my mouth once I have rested in his arm. He's warmness has made me speechless.
If in the future, 'you' ever read this...I want you to know how I felt every time I wanted to ask you.
Deep in my heart I have been concealing,
Things that I'm longing to say,
Scared to confess what I'm feeling,
Frightened you'll slip away,
Why are you at my side?
How can I be any use to you?
Give me a chance and I'll let you see how
Again, keeping the question unanswered is such a pain in the ass for me..mentally! But, remain unanswered is what keeping him with me. I am happy in that way. I don't know until when. or Why? Now, I don't have he answer.....
Love,
xoxo
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