The Raya Dilemma 2010

Finally, today will be the last day of fasting month in Muslim Calendar. I am happy cuz I can have Mc'D for lunch again..hehehehe..

Anyway, at this point of writing I am still at the office doing some work. I need to finish this work before I go for my 1 week leaves. Honestly, I hate to take 1 week leaves. I will feel so bored if just staying at home doing nothing. I'm gonna gain weight if this happen..haizzzz

Apart from that, this year of Aidilfitri I'll be celebrating without my Mum. But I always hope she will be watching over us from the other side. Usually at time like this, she will clean the house, and keep yelling at us so that we all will move our butt off and start cleaning the house.

And this year of Aidilfitri, I don't have the opportunity to tease her with my aunties like most celebrated days. Usually, me and my aunties will tease her like calling her 'Kevin Keagan' since she was so into him when she was in high school. I miss her laugh and her smile.

This year, I non of my money spend for her like every year. I don't know what should I do this time without her. I can't call her and I can't SMS her either. But, I know that I can always pray for her.

Mama, I wonder if this Aidilfitri can bring me lot of joys and happiness like last time. Though we argue a lot during every Raya, but at the end of the days we will always be family.

Mama, if you read this, before you cross over to the other side, can you please visit me again? In my dream perhaps? I am longing to meet you. 1st day of Aidilfitri, we will definitely visit your grave. I am sorry we unable to build you the gravestone yet. But, I will make sure to shower you with prayer. Mama, don't forget to visit us.

The Glutatione Story

Actually, at this point of writing, I am still at the office just taking care of some stuffs since I have a meeting on going from Rotary Club Bandar Utama. My housemate, Fizan keep saying don't be a SLAVE to your own work since he saw me going to work even on Sunday. Well, I have to endure my working schedule...furthermore after this, I have appointment with my doctor in TTDI for Glutatione injection.

Last week, I received 1 box of glutatione that contain 10 ampules. The nurse told me that I have to take once a week. Glutatione is actually use to boost up immune system since it is actually an anti-oxidant. However, if you are taking it in a big dosage, it will make your skin become younger and smoother..hahahaha..

So, its like kill two birds with one stone. I will have good immune system, better liver and nice skin condition.

Hurm..I hope it will really works this time.

Oh yea..tomorrow is Monday and the next day will be Tuesday, 31st August 2010..Malaysia's 53rd Birthday and Keith will be coming back...Yeayyyy!

The Ramadhan Diary 2010

Again, I have to express my self that I've been busy lately..AGAIN!!!! I thought working over at The Club@Bukit Utama will more easier and relax. Well, its not!

Over here, I have to survive the events or function all by my self, since they don't have engineering nor technician to handle any trouble shooting pre or while the function take place. However, I still like doing my proposal. It's my favorite after all.

I have been working here since April this year, and its fasting month already.The RAMADHAN!

Guess what, I am celebrating this Ramadhan and Hari Raya without a mother..But, thank god my brother in Japan came back to celebrate together this year. It's preety sad that I cannot have 'Break Fast' with the whole family as usual like last year. But heiii...I will survive!

Oh yea, since my brother(Haziq) came back from Japan, he brought back a few thing for us such as:
- PSP
- Ipod Touch
- T-shirt
- Wallet
- and Japanese bahulu..hahahaha..

Well, I got PSP and 2 t-shirt from him. Thank you...

p/s: Actually, its preety fun to fast in the office this year.. Thanks to my office mates, Eelin and Amirah who always accompany me.

The Night I Dream About Her Again

It has been very long time I haven't post anything in my blog. Well, I have to admit that working in Hilton a bit busy...but now I'm no longer attached with Hilton anymore.. I'm with the The Club @ Bukit Utama. Just 5 min walking distance from my apartment. How easy Im going to work....hahaha..

A lot of things happened to me since March this year. I don't know where to start or how to explain. But, I must highlight here that I'm an orphan already..it's just that I still have my dad whose in Genting 24/7. Yea.....I lost my mum already. She passed away on 14 March 2010. She has been battling with cancer since last year. But, I know god loves her more. Mama, you're one tough lady!

So, last night I dream about her again. This time she came to me in a very modern dress, instead of 'White Telekung'...such conservative. We chat as like we haven't seen each other for a very long period. She told me that she met a lot of 'people' and seen a lot of 'things' she never seen before. Seems like she's telling me that she IS happy on the other side. Well, of course I cried throught the whole conversation with her. And than, I wake up suddenly, with tears running in both eyes. I speak to my self..."Mama, please visit me every night"

I guess, I really miss her presence. And also averything about her..In fact every time I look into the mirror, I will see her image in me since I have her features. How lucky I am!

" Mama, you're the best things I never know I needed. Now, I know that you've sacrefied a lot for all of us. So, now it's my turn to hold that burden though I know, I'm not as strong as you. Wish me luck to take care of the family. I love you everyday"

Your Son,
Jim

I wish i can smell your breath again

U will always LIVE in me..You're the best things I never knew I needed.