I had a body pump at Fitness First on Valentine's Night. Well, a lot of people turn up for the class. I guess everybody is single nowadays. Azura was on date last night. Lucky her. She found herself a young lad. How I wish I can be like her.
A lot of people at the curve especially in front of the fountain near McDonald. I saw many kind of couples. Straight, Gay, Lesbian, Malay with Chinese and a lot more. It's happy to see them happy. In fact, 2 couples asked me to take picture for them. Yes, I have to admit I'm a bit jealous to see other people so happy received present from their love one. Well, even Hartini received a bouquet of flower from his boyfriend.
After Pump and 'gai-gai' at The Curve, I went home. I text 'him' asking whether I can sleep over his place or not cuz' I don't feel like spending V day alone last night. Thank god he replied 'OK'. Just a simple answer has made me happy.
So, I spend the night with 'him' in his room. Nothing happened. We're both tired. I think he fall asleep 1st before me. I wanted to ask 'him' a very simple question, but until now my mouth feels very heavy to deliver the question to 'him'. Anyway, if you guys wanna know, I just wanted to ask him - "What is our status now". A very simple question but yet, very hard to say it out loud. Maybe I don't want to know his answer or maybe I am afraid to know his answer. Darn....
I just cant accept if he gonna give me he answer that I don't want to hear. That's the biggest reason why I can't ask him yet.
Watching 'him' sleeping made me want him more. But, does he feels the same as well....
I will let the question flow on top of my head. I will just let the question remain open at this moment.
Regards,
xoxo
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