An Advice From A Granny To A Boy

Whatever is on your mind, say it out loud...
   Don't keep it to your self...

You don't know if You have another chance to say it...
   People may not know when they will die or separate from their loved ones...

Remember my words...

   If you have something to say or do, get it done now...
Before its too late!!

The Moment I Know I Have Healed And Gonna Be Okay.

When I see you,

I feel angry, I feel betrayed, I feel stupid, 

But, I'm still 'visiting' you sometime..

and looking at your pictures and how happy you are..

Not for my curiosity, but a slap to wake me up..

To remind me how it hurts to remember the good time..

Will it bring back the pain? Of course....

It was exciting, and fun...

But, now its all rubbish and dumb..

I can still remember the words you uttered, that you will not be the one who gonna leave me despite the gap.

Your promise made me weak and 'shiver'...

But, it was all lies...

Perhaps I was just a vessel to keep you occupied.. and now I pay the price.

I should have known better, cuz I used to be one like you..

Hoping for you to be doomed is wrong, Yes, I know...

But, its genuine, not fake..

I will not forget the name...

I shall not mention the 'F' word anymore..

You were not a mistake, but a joke..

I laugh it off and let it go..

I have moved on, its not an easy road...

Now, I want nothing to do with you anymore...

Even If we cross path down the street..

I'll walk on by...

September Summer in Doha

1658hrs

16/09/18

Re-brand? Revamp? Refurbished?

Its the 13th Of September 2018..and yet, my face hasn't fully recovered

My heart is on stage 3 of healing; to move on..which is good. Way to go Jim!!

I'm in the running to 'Re-Brand' my self.

The final quarter of 2018 is all about self-healing, less spending and loving myself now.

There's so many things I've been planning now to push my self further.
I know some people see me like am dumb.
Someone I look-up to told me that I am just looking for a person to take care of myself, to have a good life.

I will prove that the statement is entirely wrong.

I am someone that can take care of myself.

I may not have high education, but I do have self respect and I still have my two feet and hands to work and support myself

So, September is a month to 'Revamp' myself to a better version.

I will not let myself to be looked down upon.

I will not let someone take advantage of me.

I will not let someone play with my emotion.

Work smart and get more sales for the company.

I'll regain back my self confidence slowly.