I just finish listening to Joanna Wang's song, 'Let's Start From Here'. It is a really nice song for people who likes to start a new relationship or maybe on the way to start a relationship. It's really boost up the aura of love emotion in you..hehehe. Anyway, after listening to that song, i felt a bit emotional because, that was a song sang by a guy to me. I admit that i miss him. ALOT!! The thing is, seems like he doesn't have any intention to start a relationship with me. Honestly, i don't even know what exactly on top of his head either he just meet up with me for 'Pleasure' or 'Getting to know me + Pleasure'. He act like a guy who doesn't really care about anything...even assignment he did last minutes..haiyaa.. So, to make the story short..I slept with a guy that he doesn't even know hie puerpose of living? Up until now, i haven't received any SMS or any Offline Message from MSN.. Maybe what my friend said is true..guys don't really call after had sex..how lame they are! Don't they ever heard a term called 'Courtesy Call'..Up until now, am still waiting for his call. I don't know how to describe my frustration. Well, then again this is just another lesson I learnt, which is not to get carried away with my own feelings when I don't know his feeling towards me! This is another Memoria that i will never forget from another Personas. Let the flow of my tears teach me...so that i know that you just another 'SEASON' came into my life..
I don't love him..but, maybe just attracted to him..Honestly, i don't know...
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