The Moment Before I Sleep....

It's almost 5am now....and i haven't sleep yet at this hour..i dunno why i cannot sleep..not that i suffer from any Insomnia or whatever new syndromes nowdays..actually, i just finished watching '17 Again' DVD. So, i unable to go to bed..then, after watching it, i read 1 of my favorite blog ( sorry, i cannot reveal it..) and suddenly i think, i should write something before go to bed. Oh well, i know that i haven't write anything yet after i finish my night shift.
I've been thinking a lot lately, about my self, my future, my career, my properties(..some la) and those thoughts make me more worry about me..Well, maybe because there are somethings in life that i haven't achive yet..So, i have made a list regarding what are the things i must have in life before i reach 30:

1. Car
2. My own house(regardless its cheap or not)
3. A good career ( Manager position would be nice)
4. A bundle of Massimo Dutti's wardrobe
   
5. A bank account with RM 20K in it...hahaha
6. and...a partner.

I'm still fine about thinking those thought, but what am afraid the most is, the 'wat am going to think' before i go to sleep.. i hate that session..I belive some of you out there will think alot about anything or things that u done on that day before u go to bed rite? Well, thats what am scared the most..i always think of how 'Apocalypse' or End of The World will be..i always ask my self, " Will i go to heaven?", "Do i have enough deeds to let me go to heaven?", "Am i a good son?", and the list go on and on and on....till i realised that its 7am already and i have to wake up at 9am. I dont know what kind of questions will pop out tonite before i go to bed....i hope i have all the answer to the questions that am gonna ask to my self....

I hope i'm gonna look nice before the end of the day

Oh well, now am getting tired and wanna go to bed..and i also have some questions now already..Haizzz...