A lot of things happened to me since March this year. I don't know where to start or how to explain. But, I must highlight here that I'm an orphan already..it's just that I still have my dad whose in Genting 24/7. Yea.....I lost my mum already. She passed away on 14 March 2010. She has been battling with cancer since last year. But, I know god loves her more. Mama, you're one tough lady!
So, last night I dream about her again. This time she came to me in a very modern dress, instead of 'White Telekung'...such conservative. We chat as like we haven't seen each other for a very long period. She told me that she met a lot of 'people' and seen a lot of 'things' she never seen before. Seems like she's telling me that she IS happy on the other side. Well, of course I cried throught the whole conversation with her. And than, I wake up suddenly, with tears running in both eyes. I speak to my self..."Mama, please visit me every night"
I guess, I really miss her presence. And also averything about her..In fact every time I look into the mirror, I will see her image in me since I have her features. How lucky I am!
" Mama, you're the best things I never know I needed. Now, I know that you've sacrefied a lot for all of us. So, now it's my turn to hold that burden though I know, I'm not as strong as you. Wish me luck to take care of the family. I love you everyday"
Your Son,
Jim
I wish i can smell your breath again
U will always LIVE in me..You're the best things I never knew I needed.