The Evening When The Dinner Wasn't a Dinner

Another evening I felt pathetic. Seems like being in a relationship is not meant for me. Try dating again, but seems like not my luck. The next thing i knew, that guy cooked dinner for me for a reason. He was fully prepared to say the words.. So, he just wanna be friend. and there goes again my time, and emotion that I've invested.. to be honest, i was very sad cuz i've been warned about 'him'. But, me being me...and never listen.

Anyway, i need time to heal now. I might do something crazy to myself soon..

Wait and see..