Finally, today will be the last day of fasting month in Muslim Calendar. I am happy cuz I can have Mc'D for lunch again..hehehehe..
Anyway, at this point of writing I am still at the office doing some work. I need to finish this work before I go for my 1 week leaves. Honestly, I hate to take 1 week leaves. I will feel so bored if just staying at home doing nothing. I'm gonna gain weight if this happen..haizzzz
Apart from that, this year of Aidilfitri I'll be celebrating without my Mum. But I always hope she will be watching over us from the other side. Usually at time like this, she will clean the house, and keep yelling at us so that we all will move our butt off and start cleaning the house.
And this year of Aidilfitri, I don't have the opportunity to tease her with my aunties like most celebrated days. Usually, me and my aunties will tease her like calling her 'Kevin Keagan' since she was so into him when she was in high school. I miss her laugh and her smile.
This year, I non of my money spend for her like every year. I don't know what should I do this time without her. I can't call her and I can't SMS her either. But, I know that I can always pray for her.
Mama, I wonder if this Aidilfitri can bring me lot of joys and happiness like last time. Though we argue a lot during every Raya, but at the end of the days we will always be family.
Mama, if you read this, before you cross over to the other side, can you please visit me again? In my dream perhaps? I am longing to meet you. 1st day of Aidilfitri, we will definitely visit your grave. I am sorry we unable to build you the gravestone yet. But, I will make sure to shower you with prayer. Mama, don't forget to visit us.
