The Day My Season Start To Change So Suddenly. But, I keep Thinking If You're Just Another Season Came Into My Life..

I just finish listening to Joanna Wang's song, 'Let's Start From Here'. It is a really nice song for people who likes to start a new relationship or maybe on the way to start a relationship. It's really boost up the aura of love emotion in you..hehehe. Anyway, after listening to that song, i felt a bit emotional because, that was a song sang by a guy to me. I admit that i miss him. ALOT!! The thing is, seems like he doesn't have any intention to start a relationship with me. Honestly, i don't even know what exactly on top of his head either he just meet up with me for 'Pleasure' or 'Getting to know me + Pleasure'. He act like a guy who doesn't really care about anything...even assignment he did last minutes..haiyaa.. So, to make the story short..I slept with a guy that he doesn't even know hie puerpose of living? Up until now, i haven't received any SMS or any Offline Message from MSN.. Maybe what my friend said is true..guys don't really call after had sex..how lame they are! Don't they ever heard a term called 'Courtesy Call'..Up until now, am still waiting for his call. I don't know how to describe my frustration. Well, then again this is just another lesson I learnt, which is not to get carried away with my own feelings when I don't know his feeling towards me! This is another Memoria that i will never forget from another Personas. Let the flow of my tears teach me...so that i know that you just another 'SEASON' came into my life..

I don't love him..but, maybe just attracted to him..Honestly, i don't know...

The Month of Fasting and 'Diet-ing' and Shopping

Finally, the fasting month arrived again. This is the month where all the muslims(..some are not fasting ok!!) will fast from dusk till dawn, and since I'm working in a hotel, i can see lots of Muslim Non-fasting around. Well, im fine if they are pregnant or mayb H1N1 flu(..choi..choi..), but they are purposely did not fast, especially those who works in the 'kitxxen'. However, there also staffs in my Front Office department are not fasting. Some of them tapau 'Nasi Lemak' and eat in their own 'safe port', some told the Executive lounge staffs to save the left over food during Breakfast and Cocktail for them to eat in pantry and some just pretending to announce 'Red Flag'(...period lor) and go straight to cafeteria to eat breakfast and lunch. I wonder if they are actually having 1 month period...? Many kind of tricks they are using these days...Oh yea, my chinese friend, Carlorina Yuen Cheu Ngor also fasting this month since her bf is a malay. Good luck to you Yuen, may your 'Fat Thigh' shrink end of this month( i love u oh..)

This is how my best friend( Carxx Rxxa) will look like end of this fasting month

I'm sorry...i have to say Bye-bye to you now, my friend!! (Please do not take this Diet pills WITHOUT consultation from doctor or your pharmacies)

For me, there are 2 goals during fasting month, 1st - DIET , 2nd- SHOPPING. Now, is the only month that i can go on diet without taking any expensive slimming pills. I don't eat from dusk and by the time i eat, i will only eat just a little bit only. I hope end of this month, me and Carlorina will achive our ideal weight. Gambatee.. Then, this month is also a 'Mega Sale Carnival'. Yesterday, I bought a pair of shoes from ZARA. Thank god they are having 'Clearance Sale', so all items are quite cheap.

Anyway, since this is a fasting month, i need to make sure that all my words that came out from my mouth are all 'CLEAN' not the 'DIRTY' words..Oh yea, i also need to make sure that am all clean from any 'Physical' relations (SEX la..what else!!)

Happy Fasting Uolsss..!! (^_^)V

Are you a SEASON or a REASON or maybe a LIFETIME...so which one...??

Finally, i have fully recovered from so called High Fever...fuhh..but one thing that I hate is people keep calling me 'H1N1' because THEY claimed that i was suspected to have that decease. WTF......hahaha..
Actually, while I'm recovering on bed...suddenly I remember about my Ex BF..i don't know why out of the sudden i can think of him..why not my mum or my dad..haiyaa!! ( v_v)! Oh well, after all we're still friends..i guess! So, to make the story short, this so-called 'Motivation Statement' (given by Princess Urduja) has made me forget about him just in a zappp!! Though my mind no longer t hink of him, but my heart still...anyway, 'ACKF', this is for you...

Well, here goes...PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON - when you know which one is it, you will know what to do with that person. When sumone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seen like godsend and they are. They are there for a REASON you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the RELATIONSHIP to an END. Sometimes they die. Sometime they walk away silently. What we must realize that our 'need' has been met, our 'desire' fulfilled, their work is done.The prayer you send up has been answered and now, it is time to move on...,

SOME PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow and learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may have teach you something you may never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But, only for a SEASON...,

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lesson,things u must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationship and areas of your life..it is sais that...
LOVE IS BLIND, but FRIENDSHIP is CLAIRVOYANT. Now, i can say thank you to you for being part of my life whether you were a SEASON, a REASON, or a LIFETIME...


So, now in the future, i will determine what kind of guy will walk into my life, either he is the 'Reason' type of guy, or a 'Season' type of guy or might be my 'Lifetime' type of guy..Cross fingers uolszzz..!! Why is it so hard being 'Uniquely Different'.....

The Day I went to KLCC for 'Food and Hotel Exhibition' a.k.a Food Tasting, Then I Had Fever.

Last Tuesday, i went to KLCC for 'Food and Hotel Exhibition'. By invitation Only OK!!! Well, i don't really call it exhibition, i would consider it as 'Place for Hotelier to Gather' and 'Food Tasting Heaven'. Oh yea..and the day before i went to KLCC, i had a fever. My body temperature reached 38.2. But, after double dosage injection from the doctor, my body teperature cool down a bit. Dun worry..Im not infected with H1N1 virus, cuz that's wat my colleagues at the hotel thought. Enough of that.....

So, i went to KLCC around 1100am from Damansara. I wore nice shirt and jean, and also a black jacket ( Executive look-a-like style). Uhhh..i was so leng zhai (v_v). I was surprised that there are lots of people at the exhibition halls. I think more than 300 pax. Registration counter at Level 3, and it took me 20 minutes just to register. Oh yea..most tof the exhibition crews are from Taylor's College. I think this exhibition is one of their MICE project. So many 'Taylor's-rian'.

So, i went inside and visit some of the booths that related to my work field. I manage to visit 'Inn Keeper' booth. 'Inn Keeper' is actually a PMS also, like Opera. But, not many hotels are using Inn Keeper System. I was surprised that there are system that is more 'latest' then 'Opera PMS'. Then of course, after tired of walking and talking, i purposely visited 'Food Booth'..hahahaha. They keep calling the visitor to taste their product, and of course, once they 'summone' me to taste, i can't never resist. I had ate imported Ice Cream, Pasta, Sponge cake and Korean Udon. I never taste Korean Udon before..

After awhile, i saw a Japanese Food booth. So, i walk in and purposely looking at the food in a curious way. Then, the cute Japanese Promoter walk to me to assist. So, I took that chance to try my Nihon-Go, but seems like both of us cannot understand each other. Sooooo pity myself..

I also went to 'Culinaire' competition at Hall 1. Most of my hotel staffs are taking part. So, i just give moral support to them..Gambate Kudaisai.. Oh yea, and of course i met lots of my old friends from othe hotel.

Anyway, below are some of the pictures that i took to share with you.

WELCOME......the signboard greet me in green colour..why no other color?

Most of them are actually students just to menyibuk and make noise..thats include me!

I tasted all of them OK!!!.. I repeat again..ALL..!!



I really like the presentation..i don't know how much of this in a restaurant


All of them concentrate to carv the fruit, i wonder will their eyes pop out



They are not being quarantine cuz of H1N1..they are cooking actually.


Food court in KLCC, level 2


At the end, I only ate Porridge and Mineral Water..haizzz..im so poor!

Around 6pm i headed home together with Mandy a.k.a Tg Aiman, my housemate. We went home by Fizan's new Honda Jazz..waaaa...I want one also!! So, after everything settled, i wnet to bed and i realized that my body temperature rise again....and i was shivering until the next morning..Dun worry..I am not DEAD!!!!

The Moment Before I Sleep....

It's almost 5am now....and i haven't sleep yet at this hour..i dunno why i cannot sleep..not that i suffer from any Insomnia or whatever new syndromes nowdays..actually, i just finished watching '17 Again' DVD. So, i unable to go to bed..then, after watching it, i read 1 of my favorite blog ( sorry, i cannot reveal it..) and suddenly i think, i should write something before go to bed. Oh well, i know that i haven't write anything yet after i finish my night shift.
I've been thinking a lot lately, about my self, my future, my career, my properties(..some la) and those thoughts make me more worry about me..Well, maybe because there are somethings in life that i haven't achive yet..So, i have made a list regarding what are the things i must have in life before i reach 30:

1. Car
2. My own house(regardless its cheap or not)
3. A good career ( Manager position would be nice)
4. A bundle of Massimo Dutti's wardrobe
   
5. A bank account with RM 20K in it...hahaha
6. and...a partner.

I'm still fine about thinking those thought, but what am afraid the most is, the 'wat am going to think' before i go to sleep.. i hate that session..I belive some of you out there will think alot about anything or things that u done on that day before u go to bed rite? Well, thats what am scared the most..i always think of how 'Apocalypse' or End of The World will be..i always ask my self, " Will i go to heaven?", "Do i have enough deeds to let me go to heaven?", "Am i a good son?", and the list go on and on and on....till i realised that its 7am already and i have to wake up at 9am. I dont know what kind of questions will pop out tonite before i go to bed....i hope i have all the answer to the questions that am gonna ask to my self....

I hope i'm gonna look nice before the end of the day

Oh well, now am getting tired and wanna go to bed..and i also have some questions now already..Haizzz...

Me, Myself and Work...

My oh my....tonight is my 3rd night working night shift. Anyway, am working night shift with Urduja, a Philippino staff. Thank god i have a senior staff working with me because am still consider a newbie in OSC(im under cross training mah!). Sometime, some people think working night shift is the most 'burden' shift ever since they need to adapt their body to the 'night body working' and 'day body sleeping' mode (..like Jet Lag laa...). Long time i didn't work night shift since i became the 'Shift/Team' leader at the Front Desk. But, after they send me for the cross training need to reset my body back to the 'old days'. Anyway, i prefer working night shift after all, not just because of the 'Night Allowance $$$$', but also the working environment...for instance, rite now, am updating my blog during working hour in the OSC (One Service Centre). So free, rite? hahaha..but, we're still doing our work OK!! Need to highlight that since my Assistant Manager or the Director might read my blog in the future Oh yea..i ate like pig today...Damn a lot..Roti Canai, then Sushi after that Domino's Pizza( Ms Shantini's B'day Food), I will become like Cxxloxxa later..heheheh

While 'curi tulang' in OSC room, i surf the internet and i watch the trailer of 'The Proposal', i cannot wait to watch that movie since it has Sandra Bullock in it.


P/S - This post published after i finished my night shift. OMG, I'm so slow...Pathetic!

The Night Holy Mother Called my Mobile and the Next Day, i had Stomach Ache....

Yeyyy........today, am working night shift. The best shift ever..cuz that is the only shift where you can have peaceful working environment. Anyway, am still under cross training in 'OSC' (...much better in there!). I woke up around 1130hrs today. The reason i woke up early(1130hrs is still consider early for human that work night shift) bcoz i have stomach ache. Arghh...i ate 3 slices of Dominos last night since Mandy treated us all. Then, after i realized i've eaten 3 slices, i immediately took my 'Laxative' pill to flush them out the next day. I took 3 pills last night..

So, when i woke up, i had stomach pain since the 'Domionos' inside my stomach 'kicking' wanted to go out...so, i lost!! I went to toilet and flush them out...Ahhhhh...the pain went away after that and my tummy shrink again today!!! What a nice feeling..

My face look much better ok!!

See..my face much better rite..hehehe

Then, after Sam went to work, i switch on the TV and suddenly, i was shocked to see my favourite drama on the air...it was 'When Harry Met Sally'...i wacth again the drama today..i dunno how many times i have watch 'When Harry Met Sally'. I lost count since i've been watching it for sooo many times. The story revolves around 2 people destined to be with each other after for soooo many years together as friends. i always imagie my self like them...waiting for the 'One' to grab me. hahaha

Oh yea, last night my mum called again. She told me that my cousin is staying with them at the moment. Well, i duwan to talk about my cousin. What i want to highlight about is actually, my mum wants me to get 'Married'....Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Oh My God, my worst nightmare!.

Marriage..not now!!

I don't know whether she's juzt joking or what..but, i hope she was just joking.
As far as i remember, I used to tell my mum while i was drunk that i my Boyfreind dumped me..mayb she wasn't paid any attention..B.O.Y.F.R.I.E.N.D !!! and i remember, she was just fine after i told her..so i assume she knew. Until last nite...she said "I want you to get married"...haizz..~sigh~ I duwan to think about it anymore for now.....

Well, as of this moment, i want to chill in front of TV while chatting with E-Frens, Lennon..

'....you know i have sumthing you want'

xoxo